Hi there! My name is Yuliana. I am 18 years old.
I believe in God, I still pray to God to protect me or heal my sadness but I am not particularly religious (I am not Deist okay because Deists don't believe in prayer) even though I try to live by some Quranic philosophies and values.
I just want to always be a good person (really?
) and avoid doing immoral/bad things, hurting or troubling others.
And I feel quite frustrated because I am not the first to post on here
I should have posted it since the day I created this account
I feel like I want to bang my head on the wall
I have Sunni parents. Even though my mother is a Sunni, wears headscarf and gets angry when I speak up my views on this veil thingy, she sometimes laughs at those "ninja women" and often says "I don't understand why they have to dress up like that"
My dad often goes to the mosque to have congregation prayer with his other Sunni buddies. I once looked at his WhatsApp on his phone
and I saw 2 groups that he had joined. I read that members of the groups often wrote about Sharia law etc on the groups. I don't think my dad is a Sunni extremist but he once had hit me because I argued with him about those veil stuff.
I am very opinionated but I am open to other views and I am not stubborn to change my mind but I am still opinionated
I think I want to migrate to other country. I do not want to stay here (Malaysia) forever. I have determined since I was in my early teen to leave this country and marry a foreigner. <------ if you can read this. Congratulations!
Sorry. Quite boring introduction.
Have a nice day everyone!